2005-04-16 - 9:43 p.m.

I'm only going to leave you with a nugget of thought today though.

It's hard to get over the feeling that I'm a bad person for something I only thought. Had the thought led to action, it still is only bad in the eyes of the society in which I've been raised. Why is this bullshit way of thinking so engrained in me? Better yet, why can't I retrain myself to think another way? Is it too late? Am I already too old?

yep - uh-huh